Yes, Bill, we met again.
Thank you for your response and encouragement. I hope I didn't sounded too "pitiable". I do have, as you might have noticed, some philosophical questions, as I believe that our "philosophy" determines our behavior. But, I thought that I could use these space "Prayer and Offerings" to share a little of what is going on with me personally. I am aware now that I have an extended community to resort, the Brotherhood of Men and Women that is being built in Urantia. And I want, the most discretely possible, to use it.
And, yes, thank you for remind me about our helpers. They are so many, even to the Supreme and the Universal Father, both by himself through the personality circuit and through my Adjuster, is helping me. The uncertainties of this living are contrasted with the supernal certainty that the love o God never backs up on me, I can have it ministered to my life to the extent of my capacity to absorb it. So the uncertainties of living help me to broad this capacity to perceive and enjoy the infinite love of God for me here in Urantia, and on, in my ascending carreer.
About "being a man of courage", I beg to differ. I mean, I would like to have the life-courage I have seen in other people, but I don't. I am more of the type hard to take courageous initiative as I have seen people doing it, but if the circumstances do require I will stand for the principles I hold (at least I want), no matter what. So, I think I do have courage, but not that "initiative courage" but a "reaction courage".
Thinking better, any person, must have a little of "initiative courage", otherwise our lives would be wholy conducted by others. And yes, I did have some initiative courage in the past two years. That means that I can have it again and whenever is necessary. That is good. One great thing about spaces as this, that you can share, and as you share, you put your thinking in perspective.
Thanks for the conversation, it helps a lot.
You are a very nice urantian.
Jovalso
_________________ I will see Christ Michael Jesus and I will receive my accreditation from Nebadon from his holy hands.
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