Thanks so Much Fishin Mom.
And thanks to all of you who have prayed for me and my family. YES, tomorrow is the day. And i'm glad, my body is just barely getting by these days.
I've definitly prayed alot. I have no sense of how the outcome will be, all I know is i'm at peace that God's will is the only outcome that will happen, and I feel that God knows the full me, and he will decide what he believes my body can handle. I am at peace that if its in his will and 'belief" that this body can be healed and I can continue life here I will. But I also am at peace that he knows if its time for me to come home. And if that is his choice, I have no doubt he will get my family through it.
I have to admit for awhile i was like a little child beggin and pleading. Heaven only knows the full extent i've suffered in all ways already, and it was simply me saying ''Please no more pain"
But a week or so ago I finally had the "BIG" breakdown ( waiting has been heck on my mind) - and finally somewhere in the night the faith in me came through, and Peace came from God ..... and I've literally felt complete and total peace. No anxiety attacks, no worries, just complete peace. And i know that in the end I will accept whatever his choice may be and move on.
And i have no doubt that it has not only been my prayers that have brought me to this point, but all those who have prayed for me. All who have asked for healing and peace on my behalf I'm am so greatful.
I will write down instructions for my husband ( Shawn ) so that he can post the outcome as soon as possible. The surgery is at noon, we have no idea how long it may last, but i do know recovery will be between 1-4 hours. It may be later tomorrow night or wed morning before his post, depending on how things go. I will still be out of it even if i come home, and with no family here he will be in charge of 2 kids, supper, and school the next day etc....
He has taken the rest of the week off work to care for me, and manage the home and children. Poor thing!
And with that ya'll, here I go
Many Blessing To YOU and YOURS,
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