
Howl to the cresent midnight moon! Whitewolfs here to stay!!!
You talk about timing!!!, Something very spiritual ; a spiritual experiance+ manifested itself to me tonight! I had to find someone to share it with, im so filled with the spirit, and joy about this that occurred, but in my excitement I got lost in spiritual/manifestations-disscussion and forgot to tell youall, cause I love to read your thoughts, then ,wow!!! I was shape-shifted into abners corner and back again, wow! I love you guys;
Anywho, heres what happened to me this day and night---------
First, I must pray. Father God, in sweet Jesus Holy name I humbly bow and bend the knee before thee, and ask that you would continue to bless this website, bless the people here that are members, and bless the visitors, bless us all lord, comming and going, Father every time someone loggs onto this site, may their entire lives be blessed to overflowing, grant them first the treasures of spiritual wisdom, peace, love, and deep serenity!!!
And next, bless there human material needs, in jesus name I pray and decree it done, by your awsome loving power! Amen.
Now, first, my day started out not good, because of my own emotions
were running fierce with anger, an emotional roller coaster ride im enduing at this time in my life for many personal reasons, anyway, I started my day over with another fresh prayer of forgiveness,etc...
and again went about my daily affairs, I began to feel much better, by this afternoon when my friend arrived to pick me up, all was well and we went on our planned journey of visiting some friends, well it was a great visit to say the least, but as we were heading out the door, I was delivered some deeply painfull news, one of my dearest friends had been killed.
I was too stunned and shocked to feel anything except the need to vomit, in which I cryed out to God not to let me, make it not be real, my mind keeps saying, my other friends are consoling me, but tears never came, just nausea and a silence I couldt come out of on the ride home, finnally we arrive home, I tell my friend ill be fine, we hug and speak breifly, but I must get inside.
She drives away, like a zombie I walk to my door and turn the key, Its
quiet and pleasant in the dimly lit house,my little boy nate is at grannys,
Im alone, I shut and lock the door and walk into the livingroom where I fall to my knees in front of the couch and weep bitterly, then I begin to pray, and pray and cry some more, I heard myself speaking to my deceased friend saying im so sorry , so sorry please forgive me for the unkind words that were last left hanging in the air between us, along with the cold silence,
a few months back, prior to his death. I was so hurt that he died, and hurt that we hadnt gotten the chance to make amends before we drifted away; and
Hadnt spoken in months, and pow, hes gone, I didnt get to say sorry, and how much I love you..............
Lifes so precious and short on this realm. Finnally I gathered myself off the floor and stood up, looked around the house wandering what to do, I called a friend to tell her, and hope to ease the pain, but to no avail. I said what now God ? Suddenly I felt peace and calm start to flow over me, and Gods soft voice started speaking inside my head{T.A.}, and he said go get your bible and other favorite spiritual stuff, I got my Jesus cross with the serenity prayer printed on it, a vase with two glass roses, my big praying hands and my picture of jesus,knocking at the door; then went and sat at the kitchen table, my lord told me to start to talk to scott, pull a chair out for him as if he were physically there, I did.
As I began to talk to him I felt the room fill with the presence of angels
and other spiritual beings, I began to feel as though I knew them, I did.
I spoke outloud audiably to scott and the others and then began to read the Bible verses God led me to, then some vital papers concerning this matter, fell out of the back of the bible, I cryed out with joy, then I began to hear them in my head announce their pressence, there were many I had know in this life that have gone on to paradise, i communed with many souls, angels, and Jesus, and laughed, and was filled with joy, then they said goodbye, I asked if they would come again, they said all I need do is call their names, or think of them,they also conveyed to me things of a deeper nature that im still swirling with, they moved gently away, yet a few stayed with me, and are still here as I speak, a profound sense of
peace has settled into me, and ive been kinda dreammy for awhile, they say, thats what heavens like....
I finnally made my way to the computer, it was about 7:30 p.m. when I got home, I thought id been at the kitchen table for about 15 or 20 minutes, but it was 10:45 when I turned to look at the clock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had been in their devine presence for 3 hours!!!!! And it was like time did not exist, I had to share this with someone, I choose you guys who would believe me and understand, that is all. Thank you for listening.
Know telling what tomorrow will bring, but from now own, im going to work really hard at being gratefull for the loved ones in my life.
Take heed, we must; to what we say... the power of the spoken word is
intense. I dont want too feel that pain and regert again, but im human as
well as divine; yet im on a mission now more than ever to show love, kindness, tolerance... the fruits of the spirit.
I could pass away tomorrow, I want to do as Jesus would, speak as jesus spoke, with great love for my fellowman- those close, those aquaintances, those strangers to me...
We never know when we or those we love shall draw their last human breath, may we always be slow to anger, and quick to forgive
And may we continue always to pray.
I love you all, goodnight.
Whitewolf Strongheart- Tammy Parks